VII 01/06/08

Captain's Log.

God damn it. Why must one suffer? It's like people live just for suffering. Strugling through our lives with the sole objective of suffering. It's not like there are no happy moments. There are, indeed. But suffering is the great pupeteer of life. When one suffers, one falls down into a deep black pit; from where it is quite difficult to climb out. And if one tries to climb out, it is highly probable that one will fall down again just at the middle of the way, one time after another. See, it's like one never stops suffering. But there's the catch. You must suffer to be happy. Sufering IS the great pupeteer of life. As no one likes suffering, it moves you to pursue happiness. However, happiness is a very diffucult thing to get. That's why you may fall again and again. But when you get it, it's like you've made all the way up to Heaven. Me? I'm still at the begining of my climbing up. I've climbed and I've fallen; but I'm still strugling with suffering, and I have no intention of staying at the bottom of the pit...

2 dejaron fluir sus consciencias:

caro pé dijo...

When we look the happiness, maybe we don't find it.
But when we forget to look it, probably the happiness come.

Or not, I`m not sure of anything. Shit!!

...::Ameliah::... dijo...

Yeah, hapiness, that bitch.
But it makes it all worth it. You must know that by now.
At some point, I started to take it like a challenge. "Life, you're not gonna bring me down without my consent."

...::Ameliah::...